This is especially frustrating because I know better.
I know that sitting on the sofa eating sunflower seeds and drinking Dr. Pepper is not the way to lose weight.
I know that buying chips for supper at 7-11 is not very cost or waist effective.
I know that I should walk more and use the gym membership that I am paying out the ass for.
I know that I should go to bed at a reasonable hour instead of staying up until 4 AM reading wikipedia articles about Sailor Moon and then lamenting that they do not sell the English dubbed cartoon that I loved as a child for a decent price on Amazon.
I know that I should wake up early, shower, eat breakfast and go to work instead of spending my morning starting blogs.
I know that I should pack a lunch instead of eating chocolate bars at 3 PM.
I know that I should be putting 20% of my income in an RRSP so that I can buy a house in a year or two.
I know that I should do laundry every week and dishes every night so that there isn't a mad scramble to clean things when I want to have people over.
I know I should make more of an effort to cultivate friendships at work and stop being such an awkward bitch.
I know all of these things (and more) about how to have a small waist, a clean house and retire at 50, but I am just too lazy to stick with them. My bad habits are too entrenched.
As such, I have decided that I am going to make 1 or 2 little positive changes every week in the hopes that they will stick better than my plans to make a million changes at once have. I am going to try to develop good habits bit by bit to replace my old crappy habits.
My long term goals:
to weigh 150 lbs
to wear a size 8
to regulate my schedule
to live in a tidy house within 2 years
to have stable finances
Now then, my starting point:
Weight: 198 (ouch!)
Size: 14+ (probably closer to 16)
Schedule: what schedule?
House: 1 bedroom apartment, dirty dishes, dirty laundry, general chaos
Finances: No debt (recent!), but no savings either
Generally, little change day will be Sunday, but I am going to give myself a couple extra days with the first one. So, the first of weekly little changes:
I will go to bed before 12 and get out of bed before 8 every day.
(Hey, I said they were little)
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